NEOGENISIS

We fight together, you and I.

We are One?

Or yet just no one?


"Determination breeds Victory and Desperation breeds determination."

Thus when one finds desperation, determination is found for victory through this desperation. If Desperation is maintained through Discipline, than the motivation should still be intact as long as one is disciplined. But when one begins to fight with no Desperation, than what does he fight with? What am I fighting with? A passion perhaps? No, because passion can breed desperation. A desire then? Not so, for a desire can as well birth a passion. For those reading this I am writing to myself and to those who read, I am attempting to figure out why it seems I am in the condition of self in which i am in. Why it seems I care about so little these days of late. "because I choose to" That is the answer, my own will.

In order for my present state to change, my will must pursue this. A stronger will, a more disciplined will. A new frame of mind and heart centered around this new will, which in turn should make new choices.
For I am not alone, we are ONE. Together in this existence of electronic impulses which we know as reality, which we must change, for the better of Mankind and for our GOD. A completely new life. A REVOLUTION. I think and hope that this can be done within myself, for in the end, it is up to my own discipline and will. I pray that GOD will aid me in this, as well as my own Family. A New Beginning.

" GOD, I know not the outcome of all this, but I do know that your will be done. I also am very aware of my actions as of late and wish I was truly sorry, but I do not think I am for I feel as nothing. A sense of not caring GOD, that is why I am not truly sorry, or am i? Will you help me in this endeavor? Will you help remind me of all that I say and desire? I ask you to do these and more, so please."

I guess it is time to see if I will do as I have said, even if I have to do it alone.